Sunday, April 19, 2015

Funny

Funny how I can laugh it off but deep inside I know it bothers me
Funny how everyone's got their own clique and I'm just here from the outside looking in
Funny how all my life I thought things would change
Funny how it didn't.

Funny how people keep telling me that I'm
"hilarious"
"funny ashit"
"chill af"
"cute or whatever"
"hella smart"
"fab"
"gucci and prada"
but they never took the time to get to know me
Funny how I don't feel like I'm worthy of all the compliments given to me
Funny how people just say something positive and move on from me
Funny how I think I'm doing the right thing but I end up getting hurt
Funny how when it comes right down to it, I have no one to vent to but this stupid blog
Where it's funny how no one is even listening.

Funny how things bother me more than they should
Funny how I'm the only one who takes things this seriously
Funny how everyone perceives me differently from the way I feel
Funny how I can never express myself to anyone.

Funny how I can sound this clingy and expressive and needy
But it's even funnier how I get so annoyed by anyone trying to get close to me.

Funny how I don't know what I want in life
Funny how I don't know what I want in a friend
Funny how I don't even know who I am myself.

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